
John Bunyan's famous allegory,
Pilgrim's Progress, tells of the journey of a disciple named Christian to a place called Celestial City. In the course of the pilgrimage, Christian stops at Interpreter's house. He was not allowed to continue his journey until he visited a dark room where a man sat in an iron cage. Christian said to him, "What art thou?" The man answered, "I am what I was not once... I am now a man of despair and I am shut up in it, as in this iron cage. I cannot get out." The man had once been a disciple himself bound for Celestial City just like Christian. But now he was hopelessly engulfed in the imprisonment of despair and doubt and a shaken faith.
The despair of the caged man trapped by his own shaken faith has been shared by many people. H. G. Wells, once described God as "
an ever absent help in time of trouble." Have you ever felt that way? Asaph in Psalm 73 (my OT reading for today) seems to have felt precisely that way. What Asaph sees in the world does not correspond with what his faith proclaimed. Faith said that God was good to Israel and to those who are pure in heart. But what Asaph saw around him was the prosperity of the wicked. He sums up the plight of the wicked in verse 12, “This is what the wicked are like-- always carefree, they increase in wealth.” As he is struggling with this view of the world, he gets another perspective. As he enters the sanctuary of God, everything comes into clear focus (Psalm 73:16-17).
16 When I tried to understand all this, it was oppressive to me
17 till I entered the sanctuary of God;then I understood their final destiny.
As long as Asaph remained isolated from the people of God, from the community of faith, then he struggled with his doubt. But when he goes back to the sanctuary, when he reenters the community of believers, then his faith is renewed and refreshed. It is when he finds himself amid God's people that he begins to see God clearly once again. His faith in God is restored as his participation in worship with the community is restored.
Within the house of God that Asaph gets a whole new perspective of the wicked. He begins to see their prosperity as a house of cards, vulnerable to every wind of chance and fate (73:18-20). This new assessment led to the strong conviction that God does not forsake His own! God is present in the valley of darkness, even in the valley of the shadow of death. He offers comfort in times of distress, counsel in times of perplexity, and strength in times of weakness. So the psalm that began as a bitter cry of disillusionment and lost faith ends with one of the strongest statements of faith and confidence that we find in scripture (Psalm 73:25-28)
25 Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you.
26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
27 Those who are far from you will perish; you destroy all who are unfaithful to you.
28 But as for me, it is good to be near God.I have made the Sovereign Lord my refuge; I will tell of all your deeds.
That sounds like a different man than the one at the beginning of the psalm. In some ways he is different. He is know looking through the eyes of worship.
One of the purposes of worship is to reorient our view of the world around us. It is easy for us to see a world of injustice and randomness. Our word can look for all the world like a place that is out of control. But we get a different perspective when we enter the sanctuary of God and bow before the one on the throne. Worship reminds us of who is sovereign; worship reminds us of who reigns. We need to see that daily, and each week we need a time where we can see that together. The world is a different place when it is viewed through the eyes of worship from the sanctuary of God.